Hope things look beettr soon Still pray that someday Alex will be happy and you will be reunited. You are wiser by the moment and your love and parental instincts although injured are still powerful and intact. We feel your despair we know you are working hard and doing everything you can .so sorry it is so this is a journey that cannot be traveled alone. We are here for you in spirit..please be there for each other in peace and in hard times. Many hugs